• While you were sky-diving…

    I just sent an e-mail to my dad–one of those periodic updates about what’s happening in my neck of the woods–and, looking back on what I wrote, it occurs to me that, if I was anybody else, by now, I’d probably be bored to tears, ripping my hair out, and setting the carpet on fire just for something to do.  (Especially in a culture like this,  where the attention span can be measured in seconds, and social dependence borders on addiction.)

    I thought about that as I realized that yesterday was probably the first time in a week that I found myself outside.  And for what?  To get some picture frame hanging wire at Walmart; that’s all.  Kind of gets me to wonder.  Are other people’s lives REALLY that much more exciting than mine, or do they simply make it look that way because they feel like they have to live up to something, or to impress someone…

     


  • Fix your shit

    It seems quite odd anytime I hear someone extend good wishes in form of a request.  They might say “get well,” or “feel better,” and it just baffles me.  Let’s agree that people don’t generally intend to dwell in hardship, and so they’re most likely already doing all they can to improve their situation.

    Does it REALLY help for someone else to come along and tell you to get richer, become luckier, recover from an illness, or to otherwise hurry up and get your affairs in order?  Yeah, go tell a vagrant to become a home owner, let’s see how much he appreciates your positive intentions…


  • No more Western Digital

    As I’m typing this, my arms are stretched around my laptop to reach my main workstation keyboard directly behind it.  The laptop is running data recovery software with my old Western Digital hard drive on one side, and my new Seagate hard drive on the other.  I’m already about two hours into an approximately 12 hour data recovery and transfer job so it may as well just stay where it is.

    Ok, so that explains what I’m doing and the somewhat inconvenient circumstances surrounding it.  Now let me explain why:  One of my external hard drives failed; second one in the span of the past 12 months, and second Western Digital drive in a row.  Unacceptable.  Thankfully, in both instances, I’ve been able to establish sufficient access to recover the vast majority of the data.  Needless to say, I’m giving Seagate a trial run.  If this fails, I’m just going to build an old-school file server…

     


  • Be as wrong as you’re right

    Anytime I’m confronted with ad hominems, I notice that my critics always touch upon the same three or four points, the most common of which, by far, is the number of friends that I have on Facebook.

    Naturally, I can’t expect for everyone to be acquainted with my personal philosophy regarding friendship, outlined here, so quality obviously doesn’t enter into it.  For all intents and purposes, this is a numbers game, and so a great deal of personal attack relies on my low friends count as basis for the assertion that I’m generally disliked.

    I thought about this just now, as I was scrolling through the hundreds of friend requests that I hadn’t yet approved.  Here lies the perfect opportunity for me to test the conviction with which the critics refer to my friend figures, as I instantly expand them by a full order of magnitude, and then some.

    I wonder:  Would the “haters” apply the same reasoning to concede that I’m liked as they did to assert that I’m not?  Doubtful.  And so it’s interesting how, for some people, the relevance of a given piece of evidence magically changes from the time when it supports a desired conclusion to the time when it contradicts it.  (Food for thought.)


  • An Ode to All You Bitches

    You people make such little sense
    yet I’m the stranger of the lot.
    I offer reasoned self-defense
    and prove my words where you cannot.
    You deem my logic blasphemous
    while venerating ignorance.
    You hide behind hypocrisy
    yet, once exposed, you take offense.

    As an artistic footnote, I should also mention that I composed this about 15 minutes ago while taking a dump and surfing Facebook on my tablet.


  • Another Moonrise

    Looks like tonight is going to be another bright night…  I took this picture from the side of my house using my EF 75-300mm lens.


  • Car Audio Project Update 6


  • Unconditional Love FAIL

    So I’ve more or less given up on trying to find someone through online dating which, as it turns out, doesn’t really constrict the multitude of opportunities for cheap amusement:

    Me:  In your profile, you state that you’re looking for unconditional love.  You seem like a good sport, so I’d like to challenge that assertion, if I may.

    Her: what do u mean

    Me:  Well, for one, do you claim to be capable of loving someone unconditionally yourself?

    Her:  well duh!

    Me:  Very well then.  I propose that you love me.

    Her:  u got to be kidding

    Me:  Let’s say that I’m not.

    Her:  yeah i dont think so

    Me:  Fair enough, why not?

    Her:  first of all youre totally not my type

    Me:  Right.  So you’re turning me away because I fail to meet the condition of being your type.

    Her:  sorry… im just sayin

    Me: Think about that…

    Her:  oh ha-ha! FUCK YOU!

    Needless to say, within minutes, her profile was revised and I had been blocked.  (Hey, at least I’m being social.)

     


  • Saved by Erasure

    There’s a rather flaky pattern of behavior that I’ve been noticing on Facebook.  Specifically, if I should happen to comment on someone’s post, and my input spurs a debate throughout the course of which I produce a well argued counter-point to each new proposition, invariably, the entire body of the debate–indeed sometimes even the initial post–tends to disappear from public record.  Doesn’t that strike you as a bit Orwellian?

    It must be quite comforting to fashion one’s own “revised” timeline along which certain discussions were never engaged.  All of a sudden, the essence of a person’s character is no longer defined by the rationale or the conviction with which they stand their ground, instead, by a degree to which they are able to forge their past; even if such forgery amounts to mere deletion.

    In any case, this strikes me as just another form of dishonest behavior, very much akin to the sort discussed in my “Worse Than Wrong” rant on YouTube.


  • Reassurance?

    What is the purpose of reassurance?  The reason I ask is because I never see any of the people who are doing the reassuring conduct any follow-up work, which would seem like the adept–and genuine–thing to do.  Consolation strikes me as one of the few forms of advice rendered with little if any conviction and virtually no responsibility assumed by the giver, rendering it meaningless.  If you’re told that everything is going to be all right when things are only getting worse, well, that’s just tough shit, ain’t it…

    My personal philosophy is not to comfort anyone unless I have a reasonable degree of certainty in the plausibility of a favorable outcome; I’m not about to have anyone’s confidence rest on my empty words.  Does that make me heartless?  If so, where’s the benevolence in unwitting optimism?




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